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May 25, 2010, 08:03 PM
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Member Since: Mar 2010
Location: near the river
Posts: 546
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Originally Posted by ron982
I feel just fine, but everyone else keeps telling me I never smile, have a definate frown, look mad, all the time. This is going on for months, even though my mental health is incredibly improved. I think I'm laughing and smiling, but that's not what they say.
So, I began to study smiling, happiness, and all that. Study, study, study all the time. I loosely compare this to an ugly physical wound, but the wife says "No, you can fix this." I've tried two weeks and they still say I'm a bummer.
Am I angry about something? Is it my teeth? Do I really have to deal with this just because everyone else thinks I should? Is it something I can do successfully, or is it I'm 52 yrs old and I just frown all the time?
That's not how I want to be known, and now I'm very upset. Often I think things are a certain way only to learn they are not, and it's my picture that's mostly wrong, over and over again.
I am really in great shape right now. What is this demon?
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If you are feeling okay, then I wouldn't worry about it. My dad and I are both the same way; always have been. I only smile or laugh if something is funny, otherwise I have a "serious" look on my face. Same with my dad. People always think we're angry. Take care!! 
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From the movie The Hours: "If I were thinking clearly, Leonard, I would tell you that I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark, and that only I can know. Only I can understand my condition. You live with the threat, you tell me you live with the threat of my extinction. Leonard, I live with it too."
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