Thanks gals. I appreciate your continued support. I've only had a few periods of freaking out today and managed to actually SHUT MY ****ING MOUTH when I was in a bad place and wanted to say bad things. It was tremendously hard, but I did it. I then cut the yard to keep my mind occupied and have just avoided my family to keep from screwing with them too much. I hate that this is a symptom of my mania-I cannot handle anything anyone does that I remotely perceive as wrong, stupid, annoying, loud, rude...etc. I've been ranting and raving for days about the hundred million things wrong that I have all the answers to if people would just listen to me. If there were some truly effective way to harness all of we bipolars' manic ideas, man we could create a whole new world! I have about 20 books I want to read right now, but of course, I cannot make myself sit still long enough to actually read them. Even sitting for long enough to check on this thread and a few others is hard to keep from getting distracted.
Has anyone seen on of these purses?
I'm making one right now, though I'm using seed catalogues. Its turning out pretty neat. Nice and tedious, so it keeps me absorbed for a good 20 mins at a time. I haven't started cleaning out closets yet (something I invariably end up doing at times like these) but I do have plans to rearrange the living room.
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"School is shortened, discipline relaxed, philosophies, histories, languages dropped, English and spelling gradually gradually neglected, finally almost completely ignored. Life is immediate, the job counts, pleasure lies all about after work. Why learn anything save pressing buttons, pulling switches, fitting nuts and bolts?" Bradbury, Ray Fahrenheit 451 p 55-56
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