(((((((((((((googley)))))))))))))

It is SO hard when money messes up therapy. I'm so sorry you're going through that.

Can you try to just be in now, without projecting so much into the future? The things you are scared of might not happen. In fact, I'm learning that the things I'm scared of almost NEVER happen.

When my dad was alive, he was SO worried about being able to afford retirement. That fear was the driving force in his life in so many ways. He worked around the clock, saved a TON of money, and still worried, worried, worried. He was diagnosed with cancer at the age of 55 and died when he was 56...9 years before retirement. He spent his whole adult life being afraid of something that never happened.

It's hard to not latch onto fears when they seem so REAL. But I learned a lot from watching what happened with my dad.

Hang in there, googley. Love and hugs to you.