((((((((Mountainview))))))) I'm really sorry you had such a bad day. I don't know why someone would think it was appropriate to just start shooting someone else with paintballs. I'm really sorry. I hope you keep trying to contact people IRL for support. Does your T have someone covering her practice that you could talk to? Or do you have a pdoc you could contact since your T is out of town? I hope you feel better soon.