The pills she gave me are called Rescue, I just called my mom to check and she says, there's no St John's wort in the composition...
I have this insane hangup about being independent, especially financially...but my younger brother is very responsible, intelligent AND strict. So maybe I can speak to him about helping to control my bank balance... thanks for the tip!

I still can't sit still, people are looking at me weird at work, but they so relieved "I'm back" they're not complaining...

the other thing is... I can't stop SMOKING!! not that I want to quit, but I don't usually smoke alot, but I've noticed that when my moods are somewhat extreme, I smoke like a friggin chimney. Normally too many cigarettes make me feel sick, now it's like I need them to calm down, to stop the shaking in my legs and hands...

I'm rambling again aren't I?
I'm sorry I NEED TO TALK...ALOT!!!!