((((((((((jexa))))))))))

Just getting caught up. I'm sorry about your grandpa, and sorry things are SO hard right now.

No matter how horrible you feel, remember that feelings ALWAYS change. Let yourself move through this one day at a time - or one minute at a time - as carefully and as slowly and as gently as you need to. Maybe this is a time to let yourself rest a bit. It won't feel this bad forever.

to you.