((((((((( sw ))))))))) Your feelings are real, valid, and YOURS. There is nothing wrong with being mad at T about what was said. It is a part of therapy to dig into the issues like this as they present themselves. That is the only way you can heal. Keep in mind that the therapy is NOT about T in any way... outside of T being paid to help us out. Bring the focus back on you as a person and do not be afraid to tell T just exactly what you feel about the entire situation. Be honest and look into why it is so hard to just accept the "I'm sorry" bit. There is something deep that you have a chance to address head on.