(((((little*rhino)))))--You put my world in order in this thread...gee, you know you actually gave me goosebumps---I have been doing the same thing all of my life too.

Not truly living, just surviving---the reality of that fact blows my mind........

If I really began to live--well, if I really think about it; I do live when I can get a smile,
or a laugh out of someone........walking on Jones Beach in the middle of Winter.......
Actually creating something beautiful out of nothing.

I did live when my kids were young, I lived through them--it was the happiest time of my life--those precious moments with them.

I have to think more about your question-----you have truly stunned me!!

I send you hugs-------theo