Hi Jrae! You are in a hard spot. All responding to you before me are right. Depression is not easy to verbalize, relate or have a loved one understand the mixed up, sometimes lack of emotion we experience. I hope the reference made means that you won't be at your parent's HOME next year. You've gotten through college and that is an accomplishment in itself. Sometimes when I have no reaction outwardly I am terribly angry inside. I don't realize it until, well I've caused some hurt feelings. Treat yourself to a session just to see if that's where you'd like to start. Take care