I'm not hungry now, but I'm angry lonely and tired. Pissed off, upset, depressed, lonely as all get out, neurotic, disappointed, exausted, bored, jittery, headachy, you name it. I didn't drink. But I wanted to. I hate change. Everythings changing. The only constant is change. I've hit the 5 month sobbing fit. I'm right where I'm supposed to be, that's what you're gonna tell me right? I went straight to 2 meetings after work and then out to eat and hung out with people from the meeting. My typical Friday night. The whole group was going to the coffee shop and I came home. Uncomfortable in my own skin. Sure they're just being nice to me because they're working their program, not because they like me. Feel like I'm the misfit in high school again. Praying for this crap to be removed. Thankful my Higher Power kept me sober today. Not leaving the house again, so should be safe. Had to spew all this emotional vomit. Thankful for these forums giving me the place to do so. Sad that ozzie left. Just more change. Grrrrrrrrr. Sob. Sorry.

~Rayna