Ozzie if you are reading this if what I am thinking is right " I UNDERSTAND " why you deleted your posts. when I was on another website and I decided it was time to go possibly for good I started deleting my posts and when I left there were more posts so I asked one of the moderators to finish what I had started. The reason I deleted my posts wasn't meant to hurt those still there. It was just a way that I could have closure by not having to wonder what was going on on those threads and posts that I had made. As long as they were still there a part of me was still there so I felt I would have to come back not out of choice but out of an obligation to answer those new posts in reference to what I had posted. My deleting my posts and threads would also give me a fresh start should I decide later to go back to that website. at some point in the future those posts would have possibly awakened issues that have been put to rest for me, the perverbial "jump up and bite me in the ***** " kind of thing. By having deleted them when and if I ever choose to go back there I can start fresh even with a new name if I want not based on the past but based on where I am when and if I rejoin that site. My deleting my posts happened a few years ago. I am not at that same point in my life so I do not regret deleting my posts and threads.

Good Luck out there. and take care.