My luck has changed. i can only be on now for a few minutes a day, because that's all the time I can let my self. But I will be looking for a new doc, but until that time, I am just calling the old one for help. Most of this is just me learning how to live again. But I know I can re-learn how I used to live 5 years ago, and make my days better. I just hope that some of you learn how important it is to never give up hope.