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for the past year we have broken up a total of 6 times and every time she goes back to her ex girlfriend. Well we recently got back together and broke back up within 3 days.
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That sounds like a roller coaster. Not love.
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I do have a trust issue with her because she sneak around and text her ex and calls and stuff while I am at work so I go through her phone, while I know you shouldn't do.
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Trust issues make sense. Its the love that doesnt.
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She tells me she loves me and is in love with me one min then the next she doesn't want to hear from me anymore!
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Lesbian or not, She is a player. It doesnt sound like she loves you. It sounds like she played you. Why do you love someone who treats you like this and makes you crazy? Sounds like you're just infatuated because she was your first. Even if you do "love" her..she obviously doesnt feel the same way about you so why bother wasting your energy on her?
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I am literally going to go crazy I am in love with her and can't move on!!
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Well being stuck where you are now sure sucks.
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She has me so depressed I am thinking about checking myself into the hospital because I can't take it anymore! What do I do I need help please anyone have any advice?
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Maybe instead of being depressed about it you should just be angry at her for using you and playing you. Then maybe you can hate her and not love her.