Eh, i dont know......

i feel so Ugh right now. i just want everyone to sympathize to me and give me hugs and tell me it will be okay. i want to be worried about and questioned and i want people to notice whats wrong, without me having to say anything. i want to be understood and to be told exactly whats going on with me and why i am the way i am.

im needing (more like wanting) alot right now, tat i know isnt achievable plus its very selfish..

i dont know what exactly you want me to say, Byz. i can be very talkative but i also dont really ever know what im supposed to say. (whats important? whats being asked? what do i want to be said? etc.)