Sorry about posting so much. I guess I've had a lot on my mind. Today I just feel like I am so done with depression. I'm so tired of it. (ha-who isn't?). What I mean to say is that I haven't felt really bad lately, just "stopped" like someone clamped my feet to the ground. And confused like I forgot how to participate in life, how to be, how to relate. I'm thinking about maybe (possibly) joining the gym tomorrow. I need something to hold on to.