I've always been like that. I would be fine in the session, but as soon as I left I'd cry, and I'd have to call T and tell her how bad I felt. With my new T, I feel the need to email her after each session telling her how I feel. Stuff comes up right after I leave!

I really like what Pachy said. My T said almost the same thing when I told her I was embarrassed about my repeating the pattern with her. She said "that's why you're here" and "I'm going to help you." I'm sure your T feels the same way.