I had to email T to schedule my next appointment so I asked her more about the collage. She told me that she will supply all the materials except the photo of my Mom that I need to glue down. She does not want me to talk while making it. She said she will draw something too, though she won't be making a collage, so she won't be staring at me while I do it!

I can get engrossed in my artwork so that sounds fine. I love collages! I know I will be nervous, though, before I start. I am always anxious until I start talking to her in my session, and we will talk some first.

I had written a long email about the session, but she wants to talk about that before we do the collage. I didn't expect her to answer me; I even told her not to as per our agreement. I told her I was glad I found her, and that this therapy seems right for me. I told her some other embarrassing stuff and insights, but I'm not going to write it all here.

So, again--I wish it were Tuesday already!!! I don't want anything to make the session not take place. My negative thinking at work.