Don't worry, we are here for you. Please go see your pdoc ASAP so he can help you. You once said to me that it's very important to reach out, please listen to your own advice at these time... I know it's a very bad sign for me personally when I feel like that, it's a start to something huge and extremely negative. Please don't let it spiral if it really doesn't have to, you are very much in touch with your emotions, and your "space" so please, if you know something's wrong, don't sit around and wait for it to manifest itself...

We are here for you, but you also need to take care of yourself. I know it's not easy when your support system's pre-occupied in your time of need, but we are still here, even though it's not a physical presence.If you are on MxiT and would like to chat to me in real time, PM me your contact, if you don't, you can PM me anyway. You've been an immense source of support and given me valuable insight when I needed it most, don't rob yourself from getting the same...