I was doing GREAT, feeling ontop of the friggin world, feeling like ME for the 1st time in 3 weeks, then this stupid woman had to go and state on FACEBOOK FOR THE WHOLE WORLD TO SEE THAT IT WOULD HAVE BEEN MY BROTHER'S 42nd BIRTHDAY TOMORROW!!!

IS SHE TRYING TO GO OUT OF HER WAY TO MAKE ME FEEL BAD???
WHY CAN'T ANYONE JUST LET ME BE????

I was so scared that I'd be all emo tomorrow, that I blocked out that very obvious fact. My brother's gone, he's not coming back EVER, I know this,I don't want to be sad over something I cannot change!!!
I don't want my hyperactive,happiness to end EVER!!!

I'm relatively sad, but way too ANGRY at that idiot! Has she ZERO INTELLIGENCE???? HELLO... ALL OUR SIBLINGS AND COUSINS ARE FB FRIENDS, MUST SHE BE SO FRICKEN INSENSITIVE???

I was sO looking forward to enjoying this weekend, like REAL ENJOYMENT, not the kind I have to escape, or the fake enjoyment to be "acceptable" real frickn fun, that I havn't had in WEEKS!
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THAT NOW????

I HATE HER! HATE HER! HATE HER!
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