I'm a confusing, complex ball of unravelling emotions right now. In essence I feel good about me, for hte 1st time in weeks, but I'm also extremely aggressive. I'm sad, agitated, anxious and irritated all at once...

I wish I could just choose 1 emotion at a time. If I confront her, I know I'll say something completely out of line, rude, even threatening, and I don't want to do that. She's going through her own grieving process (his gf) but for some reason that logic and reasoning doesn't feed into my emotions or reactions right now...

I'm so confused and SO tired, yet I still can't sit still...
Why's this happening to ME? what did I do wrong???