I'm trying, REALLY TRYING!! But I'm struggling to breath, I can't stop crying, and I SWEAR, NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME RIGHT NOW...I hate being so isolated, I just want to hurt someone, and not me this time...everytime I feel like this, or similar to this, and there's no escape, I end up cutting, no matter how many times I promise I won;t do it again, I don't even remember how the last cutting session happened.

why do people's idiotic behavior, and stupid words affect me so?
i wish I could go back to how I was feeling this morning, I'd give anything...

I'm sorry to offload ona perfect stranger, but I have nobody