She's been the thread taht holds my pieces together since her arrival 6yrs ago...literally my life-saver, so don't worry about her. (she's also the reason I made the appt. I scared her with my last "crash", and thought I need answers so I can atleast xplain it to her)

Thanks sO much pegasus, this day would have completely downward spiralled without you. You brought some perspective, something I often lose sight of when emotionally overwhelmed... thank you