Basically I was fired a couple weeks ago and I spiraled into depression and mania a bit. They changed my meds, but seriously, I have one bill in particular that is saying pay in 5 days or it's going to collections and I don't have enough money and nobody will lend me any.

Plus it took me months to find that job, how long is it going to take to find another one?

Plus my line of work is very narrow... it's going to be hard for me to find another job in that field, and I don't know who else would hire me with my past problems with mood disorder and job.

And I talked to some people and they don't think I have a case for SSI, I'm doing too well on meds... despite having a bipolar attack when I got fired on meds.

I'm only getting 300 dollars of month in public assistance for state disability. I for sure cannot live on that. Plus the relative I live with are so financially burdened right now, they were counting their pennies two days ago and that was their only money.