I have dealt with depression for about 7 years now and when you have depression, you feel that no one is there when really they are. I agree with the comments above but also it could be something to do with your depression. Are you on any kind of medication for your depression? Depression is there for many different reasons. Mine is a chemical imbalance in my brain. I am on medication and feel so much better. I feel like a whole person again and not just a tired and crying person. Just my thoughts. But my husband is very supportive of me and helps me through my depression. We both know when I am having depression and my body is acting differently. So we know when to go get help.