I have some positive things happening in my life right now: my medical leave got approved, I got a call about a second interview for a job I really want, I got back together with my boyfriend, and I'm going camping this weekend with my best friends in the entire world. Why do I still feel like dog snot? I feel like someone took a vacuum cleaner and sucked all the energy and joy right out of me. This depression stuff is so frustrating and so illogical sometimes.