You can nag any time.... and it's not nagging, you need to get it all out of your head and writing it down here is a great way to do that.

Try to stay positive and maybe your Mum will 'catch' your attitude

I hope that the biopsy comes back with a negative result. I am sure that you will be fine. Let me know how it all goes.

I am catching up with one of the guys I met AGES ago tonight. He's nice and we are just going to watch DVD's (think of him as more a friend and he feels the same about me, so it will be nice). And then I am seeing Richard tomorrow evening - going to just chill out at mine rather than going out somewhere I think. He told me yesterday that he was heavily into drugs when he was younger but has been 'clean' for 5 years... and it on anti-depressants will probably will be for life.. Not sure how that makes me feel to be honest. The anti-depressants are nothing really but the whole drug thing makes me worry a bit...
Am I being horrible to be thinking that way?