I'm doing my best. I have made strict rules about them coming over. At least, I don't allow them in the house very often. Part of it is my son is extremely sweet and generous, so when he gets a snack, he takes one for everyone, same thing for waters, etc. I don't want to discourage generosity. Ug, I don't know. I have an ear infection on top of everything right now, so I am tired and sicky feeling, so none of this may make any sense. And no, I really cannot afford to feed 2 more kids and I most definitely don't want the responsibility. I am manic at the moment and the added stuff has my anxiety levels (which are always high) to levels that even my regular doses of xanax don't touch.

I'll write something more coherent tomorrow.