Too much.. it all "feels" like just too much. I went back out on Thursday night (prior commitment at church) and ended up transporting in another's vehicle.. a duelly... I had to have help getting up into it, and in exiting, they didn't and I forgot just how far down the ground was... (2'?) and I hit hard and like stacked and racked my spine! So I was back into increased pain... then on Friday (the 30th) I got a call... family "crises" requiring an intervention FROM ME of all things/people! That took till 2:30 am today (Saturday) and another 3 hours today. I figured I'd sit in the backyard with the dog till the weather turned, just trying to release some stress, and kicked over a barrier rock : nest of snakes! sigh. (very pretty babies, all silver and no "formed" heads yet... have no clue what they are and too tired to check...maybe black racers?) Anyway... my going to the choir retreat this weekend was never a set "date" and my T and I figured I could TRY and go this afternoon to the part where they would practice the Christmas concert music, and return without going to the banquet... but I didn't get to any of it. Seems noone there is ever going to get to know me... still out o fthe loop. OH yeah, there was another issue that exploded in the volunteer circuit... a guy who is mentally unstable went ... blasted myself and another higher up with all sorts of delusional lies... sigh ALAS! I didn't respond (as I am learning how to not feel the need) and forwarded one of the messages (didn't even read but 2 total ) to MY higher ups who have assured me the matter is -by this writing today - taken care of. They assured me, and supported me in that they knew nothing said was true etc. NOW THAT is what I call GOOD! And I so needed the proper response for once!!!! Maybe I'm just changing loops from poor to good? Tks for reading yall, TC.