Musikcrazy "I think the thoughts of being hurt may mean that we want to feel pain in another way so that people can see it instead of feeling so trapped inside of our bodies. " - I think this hits home.
I just feel guilty for feeling this way, as I didn't have a childhood of abuse, my family is very much still together. If my parents didn't show me "enough" love it certainly wasn't intentional, so why should I behave this way?
I freak out when my boyfriend comes home late cos I'll be alone and I feel I'm not loved. This is all a crazy response really.