Wow, I'm certainly glad (well not "glad", I wouldn't wish it to anyone, but you know) that there are others who are this way too. Hope you find your way.
I'm not taking any pharmaceutical drugs. First time i hear of emdr, I'll check it out.

I'm fine, live life the same way I'm used to. There are several options on what to do. The first is not a scientific one, so i won't talk much about it here, alternative, no hard feelings if it doesn't work. doh
The second one is illegal, so I won't talk about it.
Third option is psychotherapy, which will be something alltogether new to me, as I've never even talked to a psychiatrist.

Theodora, seeing what you've gone through, and in the end are a normal, well, feeling human - gives me great hope.

Nice article, but still feeds frustration.
It's funny, really, how hard it is to remove blockages and mechanicsms we ourselves created.