Perna,

I like this idea. However, it sounds as though it takes a lot of self-awareness and wise mind not to be overcome by the emotions. Doesn't sound real easy at all to me!

I do use the logical conclusion with self-harm ideas everytime. It does stop me from harming myself, but it also seems to increase my self-hate and belief in being "evil" for having such dark fantasies.

And there's a tiny part of myself that continues to try to conjure up the "perfect escape" from life. I don't want to be discovered, my plan must work. I'm not looking for scars or any attention.