I have so much i want to say but just cant find the words or the brain cells to say or do it . I seem to go brain dead and clam up . I want to scream and shout and even hit out .... i dont though because i would be as bad as them .
I want to give everybody here a hug because nobody ever gave me a hug and a wee little hug sometimes makes you feel a tad better for a little while .
We are not worthless, vile, mistakes who should be wished dead or beaten to pulp ...... well thats what im told but my little girl in my 36 year old brain still thinks she is a worthless vile mistake who should be dead and beaten to a pulp.
" raindrops keep falling on my head "