I just recently started drug rehab, out patient, and i am haveing a real rough couple days. I really want to get some pain pills and just be happy becaue that is when i am happy,but i know that i cant if i want to beat this addiction . But i also find my self asking if i really wnat to quit or am i just doing it becaue its the right thing to do . I really feel confused at this point. I have so much going on in my life that i just want my head to stop spinning right now
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i am not where i want to be today...but i am not where i used to be
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