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Old May 28, 2010, 08:36 PM
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Location: Texas
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I wasnt sure where to post this, so here goes, last summer, I started getting on with my life, 20 years after a life scarring accident. Up until now, I have been happy, I moved into my parents rental house, and they sold it to me, and I've been fixing it up, I seem to have found 2 passions, my depression has been on the decline, and on my last visit, my therapist said it wouldnt be much longer before I wouldnt need therapy anymore. On top of that, I've even got my first serious girlfriend. However, for some reason, I seem to be rethinking whether I am doing the right thing lately. Mainly, the town I live in is extremely small, the population hasnt changed in over 60 years, new businesses never seem to make it, there is absolutely nothing to do, and my girlfriend lives in the nearest "big" town. Now, I had considered moving to that town, when I moved out of my parents place, but my dad had been encouraging me to move into the house we used to live in, which I did want to do at the time, but now, he seems to be thinking I should move out of town. My problem is, with this house, I feel stuck, and I know I dont want to deal with renters again, but with me being here, I cant go to school anywhere, I cant go out anywhere, I just feel trapped. Why do I feel like this all of a sudden?