You don't have to feel bad or guilty for not taking the advice. If you feel it's making you more down by being here, then it's okay to take a break. But I want to reassure you we don't mind blabbing away, even if it goes in one ear and out the other lol. Many here really do care for members here and friends don't mind listening and giving advice even if you'tre not ready. No need to apologize. You also give great advice so you deserve to receive it as well.