I'm sorry Elana05 about your troubled night. It sounds like you have so many things on your mind that it is no wonder you are feeling restless. I know in my marriage it is a two way street. There are times my wife is strong for me and there are other times that I am strong for her. We pull each others weight. I guess all we can do is to keep fighting the illness, for ourselves and for our loved ones. I'm sorry to hear about your medical issue and I hope your insurance can come through for you. I hope your anxiety can wash away and you can get the good nights sleep you deserve. shaggy