I swear though, I think sometimes I absolutely discombobulate my therapist.

We did talk about my feelings on the certain people he treats and came to a very positive resolution on that. That's all I want to say, or have said on that please.

As I predicted, he was most interested in my dream. That man can be a classic Freudian sometimes. But, to be honest, I can be so closed down that my dreams may be the best insight into what lurks in this head of mine - for both of us.

Water is usually a very negative aspect in my dreams. I'm drowning, there is a tidal wave, the water is dirty, a dam is about to break - you know nothing good.

However, the presence of the river as a good aspect could represent a sea change (pardon the pun) in my way of feeling about things, especially in relation to him. In fact, it was so positive that I ended up rather fawning over him. There was such a release of positive feeling.

I likely will get the "transference/boundary lecture" next session, however. Not to worry, we've had this lecture so many times, I actually have signs (visual aids do help) indicating that "I get it". I wonder if it might be his issue rather than mine.

Hmmmm.... Maybe I will make a sign indicating that....