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Old May 29, 2010, 01:42 PM
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We are able to hold a job, at the moment, being a lab technician. We have two main ones that do this job. They are able to do it well. Sometimes we are scared that the youngers will come out at work where there are lots of very dangerous chemicals, acids and bases that will severly harm us if they do. We have two protectors that keep the youngers busy playing and such while our body is at work. Sometimes it goes really well, but sometimes when our host is out, she lets things get to her and blames herself for everything and she has a breakdown and we have to go home. It is a delicate balance between our life in here and the life we all live outside. If we had a choice, we would not choose to have DID. None of us like being here, stuck in a body that doesn't fit any of us except maybe our host. But we have DID and there is nothing we can really do about that. Most of the time we are high functioning. Sometimes not so much. We are grateful that we can work and focus on life out here. It is very overwhelming when we only focus on life in here. Don't really know if that made much sense, but maybe it did. If not please disregard this post.

Last edited by justdontknow; May 29, 2010 at 01:44 PM. Reason: spelling errors
Thanks for this!
anderson