Every time I feel better, I find I have gained more weight. This time it is 7 pounds in 3 weeks! I am at my all time high and higher than the highest of my first pregnancy. Five more pounds and I surpass the highest of my second pregnancy.

I have got to get this under control!

Physical health or mental health...what a choice!

I am well on my way to fulfilling the family curse of heart disease and other obesity related problems.

It tempts me to dump my meds, but I don't dare.