I hate celiac disease. I hate that I don't know what it is I ate that made me sick. I hate that I can't just go to the grocery store and afford to buy the food I need because I can't eat most regular foods. I expected to make it through grad school on spaghetti and top ramen but can't eat those any more. I miss all the foods I can't eat anymore. Aren't my mental health problems enough of a problem? I just want my food back. I want to be able to go out to eat with my friends without just drinking water because I don't trust the food to not make me sick. I never get to take advantage of free food that is provided because I can't know it is safe. And usually it isn't something I could even think of eating. All this just gets worse when I get glutened. Though not as bad this time as some of the others. But enough to make me angry. And crave all those foods I can't eat because they make me sick. Good thing I don't have to go grocery shopping today.