ugh. you guys. I'm so sad. My heart hurts and my stomach hurts and....everything hurts. I haven't slept for **** all week and it's really catching up to me, I'm just kind of a huge bundle of emotions right now. I'm thinking about cancelling my visit w/my kids tomorrow because I just don't know if I can handle it, but I don't want to do that. I'm just a big mess and I miss my T and I'm just so sad.