My hoarding is worse but my mom has always been a hoarder too. But my sister wants to be on TV at my house so I can be ridiculed but she doesn't want her mess to be on TV. I know she would slander me just to make herself feel good.

I was interested in doing the show because I really do need some help and I am willing to be humiliated because of my own mess but not willing to be slandered by my family. Plus a positive is they would pay me $3500 and I planned to use that money to buy my son a used car.

Jason, the regular producer, understood when I told him about my sister calling the newspaper when I told her not to and said he would have been angry too. But this associate producer either doesn't listen or doesn't care. I found Jason's number and left a message to call me asap but it was his office number and I don't have his cell. I think if the asst calls rather than try to work with her I will ask for Jason's cell number so I can talk to him.

I have not yet signed a release and am not obliged to do the show if I change my mind. I am willing to film my mess but not willing to be humiliated by my dysfunctional family.