googly, i am sorry that yur family places such high expections on you, that is stressful enough. but really the most importnat person that you need to worry about is you and not anybody else and as someone else said you finshed out under grad school adn that is a huge accomplishment , i too feel like a failure most days becaue i didnt even finsih high school adn my last sememster at the local community college and becaue of that i cant get a good job, a carrer, and not some jib that i would slave away at. but i know that thre is so much more that i have accomplsihed over the yrs, it just takes sometime to stop and think about it is all, so maybe when you take some time out which is what it sounds like yu may need, reflect back on all that you have done and i am sure that its a lot