(((((pulled2ways)))))---Julial has said pretty much all that I would say to you.

I have spent my whole life, and even now have times when I struggle with the reality of my abuse. It is through Good therapy, with a therapist you trust, and journaling, and validating your inner child that you will find some sort of Peace with this.

You have to know that you are Worth the work, you are not to blame, that you are not alone; no you are not alone!!!!!

You are worth saving. Save yourself pulled2ways!!!

You can do this. If I could do it, you can.........you are in my thoughts-----theo