Okay, so basically I'm in the "perfect" situation in my life, except it's not. (Please don't hate me....I'm humble and work very hard to give back the good karma that has surrounded me lately...i never thought I'd get a "break" in my life. Literally, I was down on my knees begging God for a change in my life (when I had suicidal thoughts frequently. I haven't had any since "obedience school" (what I call my little partial inpatient program I went through...humor always helps!)

I don't have to work (although I never stop 'working' around the house...BF is too paranoid for a housekeeper) and I still can't seem to get myself together. After being married for 4 years and then a divorce, I left the town where I went to college....after working on my degree for 7 years (worked full time, so the going was slow). I just couldn't mentally take living there anymore, so I left. I didn't care that I had struggled forever for my degree..I just couldn't take it anymore.

I've got 5 classes with an "incomplete" grade to finish my degree and I just can't seem to do it....but I really need to. I don't know how long my relationship will last (it's been 9 months) and I'm terrified that if it ends and I need to work again, I'll never finish it. I don't know what my problem is....I would have given anything a year ago to have the time to finish it...but I've been struggling with motivation for a long time. Any tips/advice/personal experiences welcome.