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Originally Posted by jenkins09
Sorry about that. I didn't mean to suggest you were a *****. My STBXW is a love addict, perhaps you struggle with this as well? IDK...she craves male attention and loves being in the "in love" stage with men, once this phase of the relationship passes, she moves on to the next guy. She says she has no desire to have sexual relations, though she has, its just about getting the attention..its like a high to her.
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no, i don't think that is my issue. i have always been monogamous til now. i am uncomfortable when men flirt with me, i don't like it, never have. i think this is was a way of escaping the other problems that have come into my life. maybe it is an addiction. i know i am in over my head, and nothing but heartache for me will come of it.
i just want to know why i am doing this, why i have no intention of stopping it until i am replaced by someone else, knowing full well it is wrong, and nothing good will come of it.
the guilt and stress can be so overwhelming, yet i persist. if that doesn't make me insane, i don't know what would.