I told her at the session where I said I looked her up online, that I go by all my Ts houses. Maybe I should tell her I have the urge to do it because that might stop me from doing it. Otherwise, I will obsess about it. It's important; it's what I'm working on, so I think I have to tell her and not drive by. "The only way out is through." It's not about the boundaries--well, maybe it is. It's about my problem, why I can't quit therapy, and what I want from the T. I can't help it.