tree: thank you. But, what is so terrible about going to see the neighborhood just to see what it looks like? Bt and one other T had therapy IN their houses, so why can't I drive by Kt's house just once?

I will try obsessing about her for 15 minutes. I probably do it already, for more than that, but not constantly. I know Bt suggested I do that about worrying, so it must be a good technique.

I want to be part of her life like I want to be part of all my Ts lives. I wasn't going to post this, but I will anyway. My insight for the week: If I stay in therapy forever, is it like my mother never died?

I'm going so deep in this therapy. I feel like I'm going to die or be healed, and I don't want to die.