(((TayQuincy))) I'm so sorry you are going through so many difficult things at one time.
I hope you can transition to a new T before the end of the year so you can have continued support.
Jobs are very hard to get right now and that's about the job market and economy, not about your worth. I admire you very much for the work you do, hanging in there and going to work every day---that is heroic to me