rainbow8, I can understand your curiosity. It is like other things we are curious about when it comes to our T.

But I think you will not feel good about yourself if you do this.

It is like when a person is dieting, and they talk themselves into having something not on the diet because they are craving it. They usually feel unhappy with themselves afterwards.

Could you instead, write or draw about your curiosity, about what you imagine her house would be like and why you imagine it that way?